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This is a conversation with Pavel Durov, the founder of Telegram and a relentless defender of private, uncensored communication for over a billion people. I spent weeks with him and, yes, he really lives the disciplined life you’ve heard about, which made our time together inspiring; captions and voice-overs are available in several languages on YouTube. With that, what shaped your belief that human freedom comes first?
I saw the contrast early when my family moved from the Soviet Union to Northern Italy. Freedom unlocked variety and creativity, and without it you can’t contribute to abundance.
You’ve written that freedom matters more than money; how do you stay uncorrupted by power?
The real traps are fear and greed. Imagine the worst, make peace with it, and live by your principles even if that shortens your life.
Do you contemplate death, and are you afraid of it?
We’re wired to fear it, but rationally there is no “your death” in your experience. Better to live free of that fear while remembering mortality so every day counts.
You avoid alcohol, tobacco, coffee, pills, and illegal drugs; what’s the philosophy behind that?
A teacher gave me a book on how substances affect the brain, and I learned alcohol literally degrades neural function. Why damage your best tool for a fleeting high?
What would you tell someone who drinks to fit in socially?
Set your own rules and confront the fear you’re masking, like approaching someone you’re nervous to meet. Alcohol is a temporary escape from deeper issues, and those need work, not numbing.
There’s also the fear of being the odd one out at a party.
That herd fear once meant survival, but now it just makes you average. Being different is how you gain an edge.
You’ve urged people to master a niche; how?
Stop letting algorithmic feeds choose your inputs. Pick a field, curate information deliberately, and stay consistent until you’re world-class.
You barely use a phone; why?
Phones let others hijack your agenda. I protect my attention so I can decide what truly matters.
You value quiet mornings.
I over-allocate time for sleep and use the extra to think in bed or in the shower. Avoiding the phone early keeps my thoughts original.
Despite running massive platforms, I learned that constant accessibility destroys productivity. Most daily drama is irrelevant and engineered to stir emotions that lead to bad decisions.
How do you handle tough emotions?
I feel everything like anyone else, but self-discipline is the way out. Action breaks negative loops; energy follows doing, not the other way around.
The gym is a good example of doing first.
Start tiny and momentum appears, whether it’s lifting, coding, or writing.
What’s your training routine?
Three hundred pushups and three hundred squats each morning, then the gym five or six days a week. It’s mainly a willpower workout.
Why the extreme sauna and ice?
Brief discomfort leads to hours of well-being and long-term health. It’s like alcohol in reverse.
And the multi-hour lake swims?
They build patience, mental clarity, and resilience. Physical conditioning feeds the brain with oxygen and sugar more efficiently, which boosts productivity.
So training also helps you lead.
Without movement, stress creeps in, so I default to bodyweight work anywhere.
Walk me through your diet and fasting.
Cutting processed sugar kills constant cravings, and an eighteen-six eating window adds structure. I stopped red meat long ago and mostly eat seafood and vegetables.
You also avoid pills and quick fixes.
Treat symptoms as signals and fix the cause, not just the feeling. We overuse pills, and the incentives often reward dependency, not cures.
You question the incentives behind the news too.
I always ask who benefits from me seeing a story, then choose intentionally instead of being steered.
You’ve also chosen not to watch porn; why?
It’s a substitute that drains energy and avoids the real work of finding or improving a relationship.
Let’s talk Telegram: how lean is the team, and why?
About forty core engineers across back end, front end, design, and systems. Small teams avoid coordination overhead and force automation, which makes everything more scalable and reliable.
Your infrastructure is distributed and automated for resilience.
Humans are attack surfaces, so self-managing systems improve speed, security, and failover.
Explain your privacy model with split keys in different jurisdictions.
We designed it so no employee can read private data, and cloud encryption has no single point of failure. End-to-end exists, but most people use the encrypted cloud for features.
Have governments ever accessed private messages?
Never; storage is encrypted and unreadable, and we’ve had no leaks of messages or contacts.
Would you ever share private messages?
No. We would leave a country before changing the system we promised users.
Where do you find the strength to refuse powerful demands?
I’ve pushed back since childhood and have little to lose. If you ban encryption, we exit rather than betray principles.
Owning the company helps, and rights are often attacked under good intentions.
Freedoms disappear step by step with reasonable-sounding excuses until people can’t speak or gather.
Governments drift toward censorship as bureaucracy expands.
People in power seek more power and resources, so you need strict limits or it will smother markets and speech.
Tell the story of your arrest in France.
I arrived for two days and was detained, accused of crimes tied to user behavior. Four days in custody revealed a deep misunderstanding of tech and encryption.
It felt Kafkaesque.
There were many normal ways to raise concerns; we’ve long cooperated to remove illegal public content across countries.
Telegram’s moderation runs at massive scale with automation, yet officials didn’t seem to know that.
We remove millions of harmful items weekly, but emotional headlines often override facts.
What’s your status now with the investigative judge and travel limits?
It’s an investigation, not a trial, with slow appeals and lingering restrictions that expose systemic issues. I’m patient and won’t let it change my stance.
If authorities want a backdoor to private chats?
There’s nothing to give, and my answer would be firm and impolite.
Can you assure people you won’t yield?
Pressure hardens me. I’ve refused quiet censorship requests abroad and will publicize any attempt, even if it costs me everything.
Give an example from Romania and Moldova.
While stuck in France, I was asked to restrict Romanian opposition channels and later mass-remove Moldovan channels. We only remove rule-breaking content, and I rejected political censorship publicly.
You’ve defended speech on both left and right.
We protect peaceful organizers regardless of ideology and draw the line at incitement. People who never lived without freedoms often miss how fast they can erode.
Europe, and France in particular, feel tougher for entrepreneurs; what should change?
Reduce the state’s share and stop weaponizing investigations that scare builders. Frozen accounts and years-long probes kill companies and push talent to places like Dubai.
That builder’s spark is what grows nations.
If you punish creators, they leave and take jobs, pride, and growth with them. You must cherish them, not vilify them.
Back to your education; what did the intense program teach you?
An experimental St. Petersburg class heavy on math and languages taught me to challenge authority and focus relentlessly. I set an impossible goal to excel in everything and learned how to push my limits.
What’s essential in an education system?
Math trains independent thinking and problem slicing, and competition keeps teens engaged. Remove competition and you blunt excellence and leave people unready for real life.
Tell me about your brother, Nikolai.
He’s been my teacher since childhood, brilliant yet humble, and his curiosity shaped my mind.
You both avoid the spotlight, yet you’re speaking more now.
Too much privacy created a vacuum for false narratives, so I speak to defend the project and its values.
Walk me from your early coding to VK; what did you learn?
Scarcity pushed me to build games, then a student portal that became VK. I wrote the first version alone, learned to simplify for scale, and later rewrote core systems with my brother for speed and resilience.
You’re obsessed with performance.
Speed saves users’ time and lowers costs, so we hire only top engineers and remove those who slow the team. One sloppy decision can waste centuries of collective time at our scale.
How do you hire and keep quality high?
We run open coding contests to spot consistent talent who also love the product. We prefer A players over headcount and avoid big-company habits.
You’ve led on features and care deeply about design.
We pioneered things like self-destruct timers and elegant replies that others copied. We obsess over subtle animations, shifting gradients, and vector stickers so the app feels joyful and stays fast on weak devices.
Even the delete effect feels like art.
Details should delight without distracting, which demands countless edge cases and efficient rendering. That same care led to animated emoji and blockchain-based gifts you can use and collect.
Your animated vector art is wild. You even hid playful touches like long-press send animations and reactions that make simple likes feel joyful.
We use that art to let people express themselves, and many features are quietly there for you to discover.
On the serious side, you led on end-to-end encryption. Why make it opt-in?
Snowden made the stakes clear in 2013, so we built a system where even we cannot read secret chats and open-sourced our apps from day one. End-to-end has limits for massive groups, bots, and multi-device sync, so we offer a choice: maximum privacy for sensitive chats, and cloud chats for utility at scale.
Secret chats trade convenience for security.
Right, you cannot forward or screenshot, which is bad for teamwork but great for those who trust only code; I still think it is the most secure way to talk today.
You also do reproducible builds on iOS and Android.
That lets anyone verify the app matches the source code, which competitors do not do on both platforms; transparency matters if you claim real privacy.
You rebuilt most of your stack in-house.
It cuts attack surface and boosts efficiency, although we still use Linux; it takes rare talent to rework databases, servers, and even languages from the ground up.
What did Snowden’s case teach you?
That experts can be compromised, governments overreach during crises, and rights erode quietly; I respect his courage, even though we are not close.
Are you afraid of any intelligence agency?
They can all kill you; fear is there, but I do not let it steer my choices.
Walk me through the 2018 bans in Russia and Iran.
Russia demanded keys that do not exist, banned us, and we countered with auto-rotating IPs and a digital resistance campaign until they relented; Apple briefly blocked our updates worldwide, then reversed after public pressure. In Iran we enabled community-run proxies with a monetization hook, which kept tens of millions connected.
You also told me there was a poisoning attempt that year.
I fell violently ill at home, lost vision and breath, woke up to burst vessels and weeks of weakness, and said nothing to avoid panic while raising funds; surviving it made me feel freer, like life since then is bonus time.
Did 2011 with VK set that path?
I refused to delete Navalny’s groups, got a raid, and accepted I could go to prison; I decided to build a secure messenger and leave Russia because unencrypted chat was the norm back then.
Russia may ban Telegram again; what would that mean?
It would be tragic, as channels carry independent news where websites are blocked; democracies also set bad precedents in the name of safety, and authoritarians copy them.
Why do so many sides attack you?
Defending speech angers whoever is in power; they call opposition foreign agents, praise you abroad, then accuse you at home; some of this is state pressure, some is rivals who cannot compete on product.
Your policy is simple: speech for all, without incitement or crime.
People get it; when the war started, I considered freezing political channels in both countries but kept them after users argued they needed every source to see through propaganda.
People compare your leadership to Elon’s—what do you take from his style?
Strengths and flaws often share a root; his intensity fuels action and motivation, and being non‑agreeable helps founders change the world. You also have to be willing to be unpleasant, critique bad work, and fire quickly to build A‑teams.
Telegram hit profitability without targeted ads or a newsfeed; how?
Premium subscriptions now count over fifteen million users and bring in significant recurring revenue; we add many advanced features without clutter. Ads are contextual only, and we build on-chain identity, mini apps, and payments with low commissions so developers can thrive.
Explain TON’s role and these new gifts.
We built a scalable chain with sharding, then stepped back after the SEC case and the community launched it; it powers ad buys, revenue share, and our vector gifts. The Snoop collection sold fast, became a social badge next to your name, and created a real market where some traders and mini app builders have made millions.
You were early on Bitcoin; do you still buy, and how high can it go?
I bought in 2013, held through drawdowns, and it funds my life while Telegram remains reinvested; I believe supply discipline and fiat money printing can push Bitcoin toward a million dollars over time.
The two-chair meme?
Do not accept bad choices; reframe the problem or use one side to disable the other, like cutting off the spikes.
And the walrus bone behind you?
A gift from an indigenous Siberian tribe as a symbol of courage, and in Russian it doubles as a cheeky message of refusal; airport security always asks about it.
How many kids do you have?
I do not know exactly because I was a sperm donor for friends and others; my will treats biological children equally, but they get nothing early because easy money damages drive.
We spoke about Universe twenty-five and abundance.
Abundance without purpose destroys roles and spreads dysfunction; growing up poor gave me meaning and grit, and I believe self‑imposed limits keep a society healthy.
As AI creates abundance, how do we avoid that trap?
Find balance between freedom for creativity and a bit of order through self-restraint.
What did your father teach you?
Lead by example because kids copy actions, not speeches; stay patient and honest, and remember AI can create but it lacks conscience and integrity.
Can thought shape reality?
Clear goals, optimism, and steady work shift probabilities in your favor; maybe belief nudges the landscape, but effort has to match it.
You once mentioned quantum immortality.
If many worlds exist, consciousness only experiences the branches where it survives; I am grateful we are in the one where we get to talk and keep going.
Thank you for the conversation and for your fight for free expression.
Thank you; I am glad we are in a version of reality where we can enjoy more time and more work together.
Thanks for listening. If you want to suggest topics for these closing thoughts, visit my AMA page.
Kafka has been on my mind because Pavel’s case echoes the mood of The Trial; fiction can warn us about the paths institutions take when they dehumanize.
Kafka was an unknown clerk who wrote at night, and his friend saved his work; his style uses plain prose to make the absurd feel real.
In Metamorphosis, a man wakes up as a helpless insect, a perfect image of alienation and being valued only while useful.
In The Trial, Joseph K is accused by a faceless court, and the trial becomes a permanent state that drains him until he yields to execution; tyranny wins when it exhausts you into standing still for the knife.
I will not force literal parallels to Pavel’s case, but I saw no surrender in him, only calm resolve.
The Castle shows the same maze of power, and In the Penal Colony and A Hunger Artist are strange, sharp mirrors of our attention economy.
Seeing our world in Kafka is a sign we can still name and resist the forces that grind us down; I believe the human spirit will keep winning.